＊＊＊がいたら…？

（cf. 182χ Ψ強の協力者!?）

幾人の友達から聞いたことだが、恋愛している時は、何をしていても、それは、例えば、友達と一緒に飲み会していても、先生と研究の議論をしていても、美術館である作品に強い興味が向いている時ですら、

【もし、今、この人の代わりに恋愛の相手がいたら、

もっと楽しいのにな……】と思うらしい！

さらに、親友に「本当に悪いけど、今、あなたと一緒にご飯食べてるけど、あなたのこと好きだけど、それでも、その恋愛の相手との方が良いのに、って思う」と断言された……やれやれ。

信じられないなぁ！！！

私は、Ψ高に近しい唯一無二の相棒と常に一緒に過ごすのではなく、その時と場合に合う友人と過ごす方が良いと思っている。

例えば、どんなに親しくても宇宙に全く関心がなくて美術館が大嫌いな友人と、「宇宙と芸術展」に一緒に行ってどうする？ 

あれは、宇宙物理学の彼と一緒だったから、あんな風に楽しかったんだよ⭐️

「＊＊＊と一緒だったらなぁ」は私だって感じるけど、

当初、一緒に行く予定だった、または、私が行きたいと思って誘ったけど、結果的には、一緒に行けなかった場合にね。

私は、常に、目の前の友人に感謝や愛情を感じている。「今、私と一緒にいてくれてありがとう」と。

もちろん、友達の中に「区別」はあって、

一部は親友だし、ほんのごく一部は、まさに唯一無二のBest friend かもしれないし、また別の一部は、ある点で特別で特殊な友達だったりする。

彼らは、私にとって、他の友達とは明らかに違う。

やれやれ、全く多数の人々と

私の感覚の差異には困惑するばかりだ。

According to several friends, 

If they have fallen in love with someone, they ALWAYS hope "it would be much enjoyable if I were with her/him now...instead of you" even though they actually enjoy themselves with friends in front of them, discussing study with his/her superior or senior, even when they are really enamored with an excellent work in a art museum! 

My close friend asserted "I'm very sorry, but even with You now, I think it's better if I were with ＊＊＊." 

It's incredible ! 

I have never thought so at all.

Only when at first we plan or I want to go together however it fails, I feel if she/he were together now and here.

I always feel my affection for each of my friends in front of me every time.

And I am always grateful to the friend just in front of me for being with me. 

Of course all of them are not "equal ".; A few of my friends are close friends, very few are perhaps "best friend", moreover some are special friends in some points, 

and they are very "different" compared with others for me.

I think it's much better that I go with a friend who seems to be best from a viewpoint at the time rather than always with one pal who is closest to me. 

For example, I visited the exhibition "Space and Art " with a friend who studied space physics. Just being with him, I could enjoy like that ⭐️！

No matter how close with the best friend who have an aversion to art museum and totally indifferent to space, do you really hope to go the pal, don't you? I can never understand the feeling.

Oh good grief, I have been confused with the difference between my feeling and many people's.