Oh my god, again and again here, I have an extreme aversion to myself with terrible inferior complex and traumatic past just before my undergraduate, it’s NOT nothing new, it has started from the cradle. Moreover just because I am a kind o…

Recently I have an essential reason, I must pass by ‘the college T-’ in the vicinity, and just checking map, tears running, feeling so sentimental, oh my god, just because my destination to meet mathematicians is being bang in the vicinity…

Oh good grief, today I will ‘confide’ my sexuality, oh my god. Recently I have known those jargons “A-romantic”, “A-sexual”, “Poly-sexual”, “Pan-sexual” and “Questioning-sexuality”, oh good grief. At present, I’m still “Questioning” to som…

Oh my god, it’s a kind of succession of the last update, thinking again and again, maybe, I should have reply to that mathematician’s question as “I LOVE physics”, oh my god. BTW, I really identify with the song “Happy End” by back number,…

Oh good grief, it’s a post script of the last update, oh my god. For some reason, I will leave ‘here’ or give up my present academic field in the future then I will try to do other fields. After leaving mathematical physics for other field…

Oh my god， a researcher of mathematical physics asked me so frankly, “Do you like physics?”. Then I couldn’t avoid falling silent for a moment, oh god grief......... Stammering, “.......!? Do you mean......? When we say a single word ‘Phy…

Oh my god, I have already changed my field, then I and THEY should already have broken off, their love was over, and its nature had entirely mutated to become the antithesis, and our fraternity had collapsed just as if the spontaneous magn…

Oh my god, Probably, ..... ? Just because of my traumatic childhood concerning the Educators and general human relationships, still now, I always feel extreme nervousness just as calling, answering telephone or Skype to teachers or seniors…