Recently my friend confessed her secret to me,though I got acquainted with her just last winter. We soon hit it off with each other and I thought her not a acquiescence but a Friend nevertheless .......... I was surprised a little ！ Maybe…

Recently l talked with my senior and mentor of my life whom I really respect . He knows my terrible past and comprehends and respects me.He always encourages me saying that "you should have been getting better after undergraduate and somed…

As my friends know, my past memories before undergraduate have rankled me over and over, and sometimes even now . Btw, I and my close friend talked, I and My friend in Kyoto Uni. agreed with that, classifying my life into four periods roug…

Recently, a friend,who studies mathematical ecology, recommended me to read Creative Evolution proposed by Henri Bergson.When he was the lower grades in his undergraduate, he went about reading books whose name were "••• Evolution ", and h…

Now I 'm only female member in this group, though l had been accustomed to the peculiar and abnormal male-female ratio in this department, nevertheless I feel something is wrong........As my friends know well, It seems to be totally indepe…

今度、新しい研究室の新歓だが、不安でしょうがない・・・ 今度の仲間たちは、私を受け入れられるだろうか？ ？ 私という「変態」を受け入れて尊重して親しくしてくれるグループは、この世にそんなにたくさんあるだろうか？ 前の研究室以前の人生経験からし…

前の研究室のメンバーが私の歓送会を開いてくれた。就活で忙しく出かけてる後輩が無理をして二次会に駆けつけてくれて、その二次会は夜明けまで続いた。 いつもは夜中に帰るメンバーが、 今回は無理をして朝までいてくれたのだろうーー 美味しいお酒を飲みな…

I talked with my acquaintance about L.Landau , Landau Theory of Phase Transition. He is famous of the idea of Free Energy Landscape, but he is conspicuous in other things, one of them is "Free Romance( 日本語なら「自由恋愛 」と訳される、自…

" Art as Art becomes Art as Art" At National Gallery Singapore, We saw exhibited a Mr. thesis ,which was written by Redza Piyadasa at Hawaii Uni. We were curious about why a master thesis was exhibited in Art museum, and we thought what th…

I try to make myself diverted ........ I found a example like this in a wordbook. Ex.The North Korea director and the followers have no qualms about their persecution of groups ill favored by the director. I think because people who cannot…

I really appreciate for being attentive to me,some of my friends send me cordial and hearty message, and the others talked with me , the topic was totally different and enjoyable. Not extremely terrible today, but ....... I have not re-bui…

Still, I'm a little depressed and lethargic,and I had not able to concentrate me on the impending subjects at all, moreover and I had taken ample rest in this weekend but I felt extremely worn out all the time, Because I have not adjusted …

I'm a little depressed and lethargic,and I had not able to concentrate me on the impending subjects at all in these days. I 'm so languid for homework of Sol. &playing the Pf , moreover though as is usual with me, extremely more apathetic …

Today is April fool's day,I first thought to lie to my beloved juniors, but I didn't.... Because I couldn't come up with something jubilant lie but serious and bleak one. For example, 1. I drop out of Kyoto Uni. and I stop studying physics…

I suffered from nightmares after back to Japan...They are just abominations！ In the nightmare, First ,somehow, I , I was 25years old, was imposed sight-read the piece, the subject seemed to be Op.90-2 F.Schubert in a classroom,which looke…