2018-06-01から1ヶ月間の記事一覧
Oh good grief, as usual, romantic topics are talked except me, but recently teachers talk about the end of term tests. And unbelievably, I crave even if I could put these tests before my own public presentation of my doctor thesis, oh my g…
やれやれ、 とにかく一瞬でも多く安心感を感じて落ち着いているために、極力長い時間を図書館で過ごして(土日含めて24時間学校のどこかの図書館で過ごすことは、現状可能である)課題をやり、講義の教科書の熟読しよう思う。 Ψ近、講義や演義、友達や先生と…
やれやれ、 漠然と感じてはいたが、 今は、揺るぎない確信となっている ことがいくつかある。 まあ今χは、4点にまとめて吐いておく。 1.化学、物理学、そして幾人かの人たちを、 「大好き」なままで、 私が「消えていく」しかないということ。 化学には完全…
Oh my god, with the ‘duration’ of the nasty time, when will I totally crack up? Last night, there was a complimentary class, and I arrived early in the class room, then I was waiting opening textbooks........at first I tried to peruse the …
Oh good grief, nothing can be done about this nasty situation!Nasty is nasty! Concerning my doctor degree,besides several calamities in a row, so that, several promises have been violated, I was betrayed, and so on.Moreover I seem to have …
Disgusting is disgusting, oh my god! I seem to have extreme aversion to just being here and preparing the coming presentation, oh my god!I will violate the promise with “myself “ ; I should have promised that I would finish the presentatio…
Oh my god, I have entirely lost my concentration......I feel so disgusting just thinking about the public presentation of my doctor thesis in near future!Actually, recently, I feel happy and ‘relieved’ only when I attend the classes. Next …
やれやれ、 Baxterが、例の本の中で 以下のようにコメントしている、やれやれ。 “There are 'down-to-earth' physicists and chemists who reject lattice models as being unrealistic. In its most extreme form, their argument is that if a model can b…
細々と書いてきたこの日記ですが、 FC2のアプリがどうも不調続きでして、 FC2からHatenaへ引っ越しましたよ、 やれやれ。 「やれやれ…」と日々のΨ難、愚痴、主張、好きなことを自由に吐きつつ、 極たまにワインのテイスティングメモという感じなので、 私に…
The end of last year, I surely hoped after my graduation. 【If I would work as PD just after my graduation, there would be two types.】 1. change my field “a little”, but change the environment “drastically”( at least study abroad in NOT E…
やれやれ、 Ψ近の金曜日、母のススメで 倉橋ルイ子さんのライブに出かけてきた。 彼女の歌は、ほとんどが「バラード」と呼ばれる失恋に関する歌であり、 私の友達はよくご存知のように、 私は、「恋愛の概念」が「理解」 できていないようで、 親友曰く、 私…
Oh god grief, I have been thought as foreigner or one who had grown abroad for so many times, and recently it occurred again and again. 【Once again, I have grown in Japan, I have NOT studied abroad and my parents are completely Japanese!…
There will be tests, homework, and something to do ASAP in a row, oh good grief, as follows; tests : Symbolic(mathematical) logic, French grammar, Liner algebra Homework : Logic, The introduction of the basis of mathematics, infinitesimal …
【The calamity concerning the inferiority of “studying”】 When it comes to topics concerning mathematics in high school, it always recalls those traumatic days, oh my god! Oh my god, actually I had felt serious inferior complex about almos…
【The calamity concerning the inferiority of “language”】 Oh my god, as usual since my childhood, even these years, people often think me as foreign student because of my poor and odd language. I have serious difficulty in both ”meta and o…