A-LeroyのQueerなΨ難日記

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2019-02-01から1ヶ月間の記事一覧

第59χ 保護者資格がχ無なPDのΨ難

「数理物理学分野(量子力学の基礎論)の先生との面χにおいて」2 (前χのupdateより「この分野を選ぶ覚悟があるか、再Ψ確認された、とにかくこの分野は研究予算が取れず、【ポスドク問題】が特に深刻な分野である、ということである、 つまり、「最低限の人…

第58χ 結婚に関してΨ三の確認を

「ポスドク問題と婚姻に関してー数理物理学分野(量子力学の基礎論)の先生との面χにおいてー」 この分野を選ぶ覚悟があるか、Ψ三確認された、とにかくこの分野は研究予算が取れず、【ポスドク問題】が特に深刻な分野である、ということである、 やれやれ、 …

第57χ 明χな想いを真っ直ぐにー

「キミ とともだち one for all all for one ver 」 https://youtu.be/NrFCQtfxAcs Oh my god, it seems to be a series of the last update a little. I feel that “Like” should be informed so explicitly as this Precure song, oh god grief. Actually …

第56χ 感覚・言語能力のΨによるΨ難

Oh my god, although for many years, I can NEVER realize/understand the words ‘ meaning “like”, “interest”, and “favorable” in some context, oh my god. In particular, if they are interested in me as a romantic partner, and reveal their feel…

第55χ 病状のΨクル

(cf. 第83χ 年初めのΨクル) Oh my god, I have just woken up out of a nightmare again, and now I feel as if I doubt all existence, experimental facts and basic physical laws, oh my god. From 4th grade in the undergraduate to second grade in…

第54χ Ψ後の余韻は永遠に

The “finish” of the words will linger so long......? “Why don’t you come here and study together? Our field is so exciting!” “I strongly recommend the PD post of this group(NOT mathematical physics), don’t you really interested in it!” “Th…

第53χ Ψ低Ψ悪の悪夢

Oh my god, I have just woken up from a serious nightmare based on my traumatic childhood ( before undergraduate), however I sufficiently realized that I have acquired the ability to defy and overcome the traumatic experiences by those “Edu…

第52χ Ψ悪な夜と【本命】

(cf. 第13X②「Ψ悪な或る夜の出来事in沖縄」) Oh my god, I have suffered from too realistic nightmares concerning the coming meeting, oh my god. ( However, needless to say, I had much worse ones based on my extreme traumatic childhood until…

第51χ Ψ近の悪夢

Oh my god, recently (these days), I wake up with a so realistic nightmare out of my sleep, oh my god… The story is as follows; I seem to be in Tsukuba, going to a nuclear and particle research facility by bus because I have to meet the res…

第50χ 現在のΨ優先事項

Oh good grief, recently at last I have just recognized first priority, that is, the most importance for my own being, oh my god. Now, I profess, my academic interest and cultivation of higher education just consist of identity, anybody can…

第49χ 後輩たちの修論発表χ

Oh my god, the public presentation of master thesis is coming soon, and several my juniors will do it. I’m sure to listen to those presentations by my lab members, however I’m hesitant to listen to several juniors’ of other labs just becau…