Oh my god, in this 2019, I have found three choices, “female”, “ male”, and “OTHERS” in the box about applicant’s sex(gender) to be filled in, oh good grief. ( Otherwise the box was blank, so that applicants could fill in freely.) Probably…

【Ψレントナイト】 Oh dear, tonight is Ψlent(silent) night, therefore I cannot help but remember that silent night in 2017, two years ago; I lingered in the lab office until midnight staring papers and writing e-mails in English to looking …

Oh dear, recently as they say, that senior has just become “my supervisor “, oh good grief. Yeah, finally, the past has entirely become “the past “ in true meaning!!! Probably at last, I have made a complete turn-around to my present field…

Oh my dear, recently I have known queer theory, and although I had hated some sexual affairs/descriptions(so that,some pornography,fine art works of eroticism,surrealism and so on)for a while, recently I affirm queer theory and queer art,w…

At first,my ”body“ is NOT so bad, but too busy, so please be assured,oh good grief. Oh my god, recently I failed in the best and only chance to study basic theory of quantum physics (mathematical physics),therefore several applications are…

Oh god grief, recently I attended a wedding party, and they swear their eternal love towards their partner and kiss on the lips each other. And thinking again,though as usual, “I can NEVER SWEAR my eternal love(a kind of friendship?)for ∀p…

Oh good grief, as my dear friend just did, so unexpectedly I also had a glimpse of the person who had been in my vicinity in school days then have already parted after long interval,oh my god. (Because too unexpectedly?) I could not greet …

Oh my god, I was given a harsh admonition about my near future,so that the choice of my job,oh my god. The harsh advice was as follows; A- MUST leave here until next March, so you should broaden your choice,frankly speaking,you should give…

Oh my god, will I give up anymore ....? Why have I terribly cloven to researching post of some specific themes in mathematical physics,haven’t I? I have suffered again and again, Why? Now I fully realize that I will NEVER be able to feel h…

Oh my god, I feel like, I cannot “confess”my inability of it,so that my absence of the sense,to the professors,........oh my god! Probably they,professional researchers of physics or informational physics,detect it,so that,they fathom my r…

Oh my god, again and again, from the cradle to present, even now, I have NOT had positive affirmation of my own being, probably,just because my terrible inferior complex and several frustrations in my studies (musical performance,chemistry…

Oh my god, HOW/WHY can I ASSUME that THEY have already passed away on earth‼️ People say it’s a just same as a mathematical/logical assumption, however I cannot! BTW, Recently I arranged my book shelf, oh good grief, then several books see…

Oh my god, recently I read my friend’s updates as follows; “How do they mean ‘LOVE’and ‘BE LOVED’,don’t they ？ I myself just yearn for their understandings ————?” Then,it occurred me........oh my god, so that, there had been the person ju…

Oh good grief,at first, Please read this update as follows, #0044 普通、常識、当たり前 https://viewpoint.hatenablog.jp/entry/0044 Oh my god, I’m identify with this update, I also have had so dolorous time just because of the words “NORMAL”…

Oh my god, Recently I often feel as if “My LOVE and persistence toward Mathematical Physics”would be fetters for me at present and in near future,oh my god. I have felt so lonesome somehow, just because .........? I have seen off my friend…

Oh my god, I can NOT love my own sexuality,∃something(s?)among Q+,at all costs! And I will NEVER, oh my god! Probably NOT as me, just because almost of my precious people in my vicinity seem to be major heterosexual(heterosexual-romantic a…

（HUGっとプリキュア の若宮アンリの言動には、マジで共感出来る‼️ セクシャルマイノリティーと思われる存Ψが人気の子供向けアニメで登場したのは、性的少数派として非常に共感出来るものだった、やれやれ。 彼は、まさにXジェンダー的、性別に捉われない、…

Oh good grief, 7th July is the festival of stars in Japan,oh good grief, in Tanabata festival,we Japanese write our wishes on a piece of paper and hang it on a bamboo tree. One day,there was a bamboo tree in a shop,and I tried to write my …

Oh my god, again and again here, I have an extreme aversion to myself with terrible inferior complex and traumatic past just before my undergraduate, it’s NOT nothing new, it has started from the cradle. Moreover just because I am a kind o…

Recently I have an essential reason, I must pass by ‘the college T-’ in the vicinity, and just checking map, tears running, feeling so sentimental, oh my god, just because my destination to meet mathematicians is being bang in the vicinity…

Oh good grief, today I will ‘confide’ my sexuality, oh my god. Recently I have known those jargons “A-romantic”, “A-sexual”, “Poly-sexual”, “Pan-sexual” and “Questioning-sexuality”, oh good grief. At present, I’m still “Questioning” to som…

Oh my god, it’s a kind of succession of the last update, thinking again and again, maybe, I should have reply to that mathematician’s question as “I LOVE physics”, oh my god. BTW, I really identify with the song “Happy End” by back number,…

Oh good grief, it’s a post script of the last update, oh my god. For some reason, I will leave ‘here’ or give up my present academic field in the future then I will try to do other fields. After leaving mathematical physics for other field…

Oh my god， a researcher of mathematical physics asked me so frankly, “Do you like physics?”. Then I couldn’t avoid falling silent for a moment, oh god grief......... Stammering, “.......!? Do you mean......? When we say a single word ‘Phy…

Oh my god, I have already changed my field, then I and THEY should already have broken off, their love was over, and its nature had entirely mutated to become the antithesis, and our fraternity had collapsed just as if the spontaneous magn…

Oh my god, Probably, ..... ? Just because of my traumatic childhood concerning the Educators and general human relationships, still now, I always feel extreme nervousness just as calling, answering telephone or Skype to teachers or seniors…

Oh good grief, I have just finished an important application form, oh dear! I’m deeply grateful to several people for their encouragement and help, oh dear! Just because I chose this peculiar concept, new teachers and friends helped and en…

Oh good grief, just because I can identify with a Youtuber, Nakaken to some extent, I have watched several updates by his own or his group “Seidel-Doudou”, oh good grief. Once and again, at present, I do NOT think myself as “an utter Asexu…

Oh, dear! At first, would you watch this N. K.’s YouTube. ＞【本音】恋愛感情がない人って人を愛せない人でしょ？ https://youtu.be/Ti-M2Tlyses Oh my god, yes, I really commiserate him, and identify with him from my deepest, just because of my…

Oh dear, have you ever heard “Asexuality”, haven’t you ? ＞恋愛感情がない人物、「アセクシャル」という言葉に希望 https://www.news-postseven.com/archives/20190203_860524.html?DETAIL Oh good grief, I empathize this author, K. N. , oh good gri…