A-LeroyのQueerなΨ難日記

Beauneへ行きたいA-のΨ難とかクィアなセクシャリティーとか

2019-01-01から1年間の記事一覧

第80χ 色Ψが問題で?(笑)☆♡

Oh good grief, there is a pretty acquaintance much younger than me, a peculiar and vivacious character, looking at me she shouted, “Oh, Dear, you have a so peculiar style today, it’s so distinct! I think Your attire is like ‘Precure’ !??” …

第79χ 文章崩χのΨ難

“Applicant has already switched from solid state physics to basic quantum theory after her Ph.D therefore she will fill out just about the later field below.” Oh my god, I cannot stand anymore! My doctor thesis is very far from my present …

第78χ 「約束」のΨ難in 2019

Oh dear, in this month I will meet both researchers of Integrable models and other fields of mathematical physics, and actually still now I cannot give up “Integrable models” although “that basic theory of quantum physics” entirely enticed…

第77χ 転向のΨ初の段χで

Oh my god, I have just decided to go forward the basic theory of quantum physics in mathematical physics, however several problems/categories have been in a row, and I will confide I have wore down the morale of the appliance of “that post…

第76χ リアル零太にΨ三出会って

Oh my god, I have actually observed heterosexual people romantically&sexually strongly oriented, very similar to Reita in Saiki-ΨNan, and tell several friends about it. However he/she replied like as follows; There’s very few people just a…

第75χ 性質の差異のΨ難

Oh good grief, I watched the movie “Bohemian Rhapsody”, and the scene as follows ; the protagonist, Freddie made “Love of My Life” and it was dedicated to his consort at that time, Mary. However just after a great success by this song, Mar…

第74χ 転向のΨ難「本当はしんどい…」

Oh my god, to tell truth, in my deepest, I’m so depressed, I have had tough time....... I have felt harsh pressure about changing my research field after Ph.D, oh my god. There seems to be no understanding of turning to other fields in aca…

第73χ 実確率がχ無!

Oh my god, I have felt fear and some sort of guilt feeling about my own words toward my precious people, oh my god. I tend to tell it like it is without consideration, oh my god. I seem to be “completely disabled” about reading other perso…

第72χ 私と彼らのΨと羨望

(Post script of the last update, oh my god) I wrote about the locality and reality of kindred father and supervisors in the imaginary field “my wedding party”, however probably in my deepest, I have not been concerned about the locality of…

第71χ 不ΨのΨ難

Imagining about “Wedding profile movie”, I always think in case of me, I would just introduce my academic interest and study in doctor course, wine and the sommelier test, and of course, my intense interest and overflowing love of mathemat…

第70χ Ψ木・夢原関係のアナロジー

Oh my god, I have been completely “stargazing” and “dreaming” as thinking about future research plan concerning Uncertainty relationships and nontrivial quantum transitions, oh dear! I have clinically cracked up reading about the stargazin…

第69χ パーティーのΨに

Oh my god, I seem to be so “stargazing” as thinking about future research plan, oh my god ........ Recently, I always seem to be totally obsessed by “Uncertainty principle”and several “odd” physical ideas, oh my god! I have attended a chem…

第68χ 国Ψ女性デー2019追記

Oh good grief, I think it’s fulsome, however yesterday, 8th March is IWD(International Women's Day), then I will update something a little more competing with several episodes , oh good grief. ( cf. several recent updates, “At the recent m…

第67χ 国Ψ女性デー2019

Oh dear, yesterday, 8th March is IWD(International Women's Day), then I write something that I had actually felt about bias or discrimination towards “female” competing with a recent episode, oh good grief. ( cf. several recent updates, “A…

第66χ 現Ψの分野?

At first, in this field not as autonym in some SNS, there’re people who are in much more serious or harsh conditions than me, by complaining about catastrophic events here, I hope they feel “not just myself” a little, oh dear. Then here is…

第65χ 分野間のΨ

Oh my god, now I’m entirely uneasy and confused with “Integrable models” and basic theory of quantum physics, or other fields of mathematical physics, so that my near future course, oh my god........ BTW, In our voluntary seminars of math,…

第64χ 可積分系からの展χ?

Oh my god, now that objective and kind comments and “Integrable models” make me upset or worried, oh my grief. Moreover looking back, many friends or seniors have invited me to various fields (wine, other fields in physics, history and phi…

第63χ Ψ初の気持ちを振り返り

Oh my god, my recent study has no constituency, and even now I long for “Integrable systems” in mathematical physics, I have nether read this favorite book studied spin systems, anymore oh good grief. Just Because!This URL was named after…

第62χ Ψ悪に「大嫌い」‼️

Oh my god , I have not been able to deal with the negative feeling “detestation”! Recently I had a meeting, by his objective comments, then I deeply realized the serious problem of my stagnation of my research after the latest paper last …

第61χ 経Ψ的なΨ難

Oh my god, I confide my true feeling, in my deepest, maybe I’m in pain, I feel it is a harsh decision, it’s tough for me, ....... I’m not so confident in myself, oh my god. Although the academic study is top priority in all and I have alre…

第60χ 人生計画の崩χのΨ難

「数理物理学・量子力学の基礎論の先生との面χにおいて」 この分野を選ぶ覚悟があるか、再Ψ確認された、とにかくこの分野は研究予算が取れず、【ポスドク問題】が特に深刻な分野である、ということである、 やれやれ、 つまり、「最低限の人間的な生活と量子…

第59χ 保護者資格がχ無なPDのΨ難

「数理物理学分野(量子力学の基礎論)の先生との面χにおいて」2 (前χのupdateより「この分野を選ぶ覚悟があるか、再Ψ確認された、とにかくこの分野は研究予算が取れず、【ポスドク問題】が特に深刻な分野である、ということである、 つまり、「最低限の人…

第58χ 結婚に関してΨ三の確認を

「ポスドク問題と婚姻に関してー数理物理学分野(量子力学の基礎論)の先生との面χにおいてー」 この分野を選ぶ覚悟があるか、Ψ三確認された、とにかくこの分野は研究予算が取れず、【ポスドク問題】が特に深刻な分野である、ということである、 やれやれ、 …

第57χ 明χな想いを真っ直ぐにー

「キミ とともだち one for all all for one ver 」 https://youtu.be/NrFCQtfxAcs Oh my god, it seems to be a series of the last update a little. I feel that “Like” should be informed so explicitly as this Precure song, oh god grief. Actually …

第56χ 感覚・言語能力のΨによるΨ難

Oh my god, although for many years, I can NEVER realize/understand the words ‘ meaning “like”, “interest”, and “favorable” in some context, oh my god. In particular, if they are interested in me as a romantic partner, and reveal their feel…

第55χ 病状のΨクル

(cf. 第83χ 年初めのΨクル) Oh my god, I have just woken up out of a nightmare again, and now I feel as if I doubt all existence, experimental facts and basic physical laws, oh my god. From 4th grade in the undergraduate to second grade in…

第54χ Ψ後の余韻は永遠に

The “finish” of the words will linger so long......? “Why don’t you come here and study together? Our field is so exciting!” “I strongly recommend the PD post of this group(NOT mathematical physics), don’t you really interested in it!” “Th…

第53χ Ψ低Ψ悪の悪夢

Oh my god, I have just woken up from a serious nightmare based on my traumatic childhood ( before undergraduate), however I sufficiently realized that I have acquired the ability to defy and overcome the traumatic experiences by those “Edu…

第52χ Ψ悪な夜と【本命】

(cf. 第13X②「Ψ悪な或る夜の出来事in沖縄」) Oh my god, I have suffered from too realistic nightmares concerning the coming meeting, oh my god. ( However, needless to say, I had much worse ones based on my extreme traumatic childhood until…

第51χ Ψ近の悪夢

Oh my god, recently (these days), I wake up with a so realistic nightmare out of my sleep, oh my god… The story is as follows; I seem to be in Tsukuba, going to a nuclear and particle research facility by bus because I have to meet the res…