Oh my god, my pet dog “Ann” passed away in early morning, 29th May.I had lived with Ann in my high school days, and after matriculation of my undergraduate, I went to Kyoto alone and Ann had lived with my mother in Kanagawa for this 10 yea…

Oh my god, now I have contracted HERPES ZOSTER, and I overlooked it as light hives for several days, and I did not see a doctor soon as I found the rash, oh my god. Therefore the twinge and tingling pain is getting worse, though I could ha…

Oh good grief, I really identify with the movie “Shoplifters” in several points, probably just because I have an aversion to the conventional and “normal” stereotype of family in Japan, so that, heterosexual marriage and kindred children, …

Oh god grief, 8th March, International Women’s Day in 2020 has come, and I cannot but deplore sex&gender restriction, prejudice and fixed ideas without ∀rationale or scientific evidence have been rampant at once, ,and even at present they …

Oh my god, still now, I feel bad, I’m extremely stressed out just by job hunting and this precariousness, moreover what I have failed my first choice, oh my god. And recently I heard my greatest mentor will bow out his job and back to Fran…

Oh my god, I cannot be confident in myself at all, just because I have failed my first choices, and I could NOT eschew applying several jobs with compromise, it has tormented me. I always suffer from dilemma, I have second thoughts about m…

Oh my god, I have suffered from mental and physical sickness in a row, probably just because of extreme stress of job hunting and my precariousness, actually at first time in my life, at last, I saw a medical doctor of psychiatry, needless…

Oh my god, I have entirely frazzled out, I’m extremely fed up with my life ‼️ Since the beginning of 2018, ALL EVENTS concerning job hunting have always tormented me so seriously, and actually it has broken my precious human relationship a…

Oh my god, I feel dreadfully stressed by coming interviews, there has been incessant heart beat, oh my god. And I cannot be confident in my own choice about these PD jobs, oh my god. Anyway I want to flee from this stressful events in a ro…

Still now, I have kept feeling a nagging sense of something not quite understood about “general” quantum physics, and it has tormented me so seriously, oh my god! And at present, at last, I have just found that the most critical problem is…

Oh my god, it’s usual in the beginning of the year, some of my friends tell me about their marriages or the birth of their KINDRED children, and still I cannot understand their feelings at all, oh my god. Especially “the birth of KINDRED c…

Oh my god, the beginning of this year 2020,I appreciated the piano performance by Ikuyo Nakamichi,and after it, as stepping down basking in the afterglow (reverberation), as she unexpectedly passed by me, I ejaculated “WOW ‼️Oh my god‼️‼️“…

Oh my god, in this 2019, I have found three choices, “female”, “ male”, and “OTHERS” in the box about applicant’s sex(gender) to be filled in, oh good grief. ( Otherwise the box was blank, so that applicants could fill in freely.) Probably…

【Ψレントナイト】 Oh dear, tonight is Ψlent(silent) night, therefore I cannot help but remember that silent night in 2017, two years ago; I lingered in the lab office until midnight staring papers and writing e-mails in English to looking …

Oh dear, recently as they say, that senior has just become “my supervisor “, oh good grief. Yeah, finally, the past has entirely become “the past “ in true meaning!!! Probably at last, I have made a complete turn-around to my present field…

Oh my dear, recently I have known queer theory, and although I had hated some sexual affairs/descriptions(so that,some pornography,fine art works of eroticism,surrealism and so on)for a while, recently I affirm queer theory and queer art,w…

At first,my ”body“ is NOT so bad, but too busy, so please be assured,oh good grief. Oh my god, recently I failed in the best and only chance to study basic theory of quantum physics (mathematical physics),therefore several applications are…

Oh god grief, recently I attended a wedding party, and they swear their eternal love towards their partner and kiss on the lips each other. And thinking again,though as usual, “I can NEVER SWEAR my eternal love(a kind of friendship?)for ∀p…

Oh good grief, as my dear friend just did, so unexpectedly I also had a glimpse of the person who had been in my vicinity in school days then have already parted after long interval,oh my god. (Because too unexpectedly?) I could not greet …

Oh my god, I was given a harsh admonition about my near future,so that the choice of my job,oh my god. The harsh advice was as follows; A- MUST leave here until next March, so you should broaden your choice,frankly speaking,you should give…

Oh my god, will I give up anymore ....? Why have I terribly cloven to researching post of some specific themes in mathematical physics,haven’t I? I have suffered again and again, Why? Now I fully realize that I will NEVER be able to feel h…

Oh my god, I feel like, I cannot “confess”my inability of it,so that my absence of the sense,to the professors,........oh my god! Probably they,professional researchers of physics or informational physics,detect it,so that,they fathom my r…

Oh my god, again and again, from the cradle to present, even now, I have NOT had positive affirmation of my own being, probably,just because my terrible inferior complex and several frustrations in my studies (musical performance,chemistry…

Oh my god, HOW/WHY can I ASSUME that THEY have already passed away on earth‼️ People say it’s a just same as a mathematical/logical assumption, however I cannot! BTW, Recently I arranged my book shelf, oh good grief, then several books see…

Oh my god, recently I read my friend’s updates as follows; “How do they mean ‘LOVE’and ‘BE LOVED’,don’t they ？ I myself just yearn for their understandings ————?” Then,it occurred me........oh my god, so that, there had been the person ju…

Oh good grief,at first, Please read this update as follows, #0044 普通、常識、当たり前 https://viewpoint.hatenablog.jp/entry/0044 Oh my god, I’m identify with this update, I also have had so dolorous time just because of the words “NORMAL”…

Oh my god, Recently I often feel as if “My LOVE and persistence toward Mathematical Physics”would be fetters for me at present and in near future,oh my god. I have felt so lonesome somehow, just because .........? I have seen off my friend…

Oh my god, I can NOT love my own sexuality,∃something(s?)among Q+,at all costs! And I will NEVER, oh my god! Probably NOT as me, just because almost of my precious people in my vicinity seem to be major heterosexual(heterosexual-romantic a…

（HUGっとプリキュア の若宮アンリの言動には、マジで共感出来る‼️ セクシャルマイノリティーと思われる存Ψが人気の子供向けアニメで登場したのは、性的少数派として非常に共感出来るものだった、やれやれ。 彼は、まさにXジェンダー的、性別に捉われない、…

Oh good grief, 7th July is the festival of stars in Japan,oh good grief, in Tanabata festival,we Japanese write our wishes on a piece of paper and hang it on a bamboo tree. One day,there was a bamboo tree in a shop,and I tried to write my …