Oh my god, again and again here, I have an extreme aversion to myself with terrible inferior complex and traumatic past just before my undergraduate, it’s NOT nothing new, it has started from the cradle. Moreover just because I am a kind o…

Recently I have an essential reason, I must pass by ‘the college T-’ in the vicinity, and just checking map, tears running, feeling so sentimental, oh my god, just because my destination to meet mathematicians is being bang in the vicinity…

Oh good grief, today I will ‘confide’ my sexuality, oh my god. Recently I have known those jargons “A-romantic”, “A-sexual”, “Poly-sexual”, “Pan-sexual” and “Questioning-sexuality”, oh good grief. At present, I’m still “Questioning” to som…

Oh my god, it’s a kind of succession of the last update, thinking again and again, maybe, I should have reply to that mathematician’s question as “I LOVE physics”, oh my god. BTW, I really identify with the song “Happy End” by back number,…

Oh good grief, it’s a post script of the last update, oh my god. For some reason, I will leave ‘here’ or give up my present academic field in the future then I will try to do other fields. After leaving mathematical physics for other field…

Oh my god， a researcher of mathematical physics asked me so frankly, “Do you like physics?”. Then I couldn’t avoid falling silent for a moment, oh god grief......... Stammering, “.......!? Do you mean......? When we say a single word ‘Phy…

Oh my god, I have already changed my field, then I and THEY should already have broken off, their love was over, and its nature had entirely mutated to become the antithesis, and our fraternity had collapsed just as if the spontaneous magn…

Oh my god, Probably, ..... ? Just because of my traumatic childhood concerning the Educators and general human relationships, still now, I always feel extreme nervousness just as calling, answering telephone or Skype to teachers or seniors…

Oh good grief, I have just finished an important application form, oh dear! I’m deeply grateful to several people for their encouragement and help, oh dear! Just because I chose this peculiar concept, new teachers and friends helped and en…

Oh good grief, just because I can identify with a Youtuber, Nakaken to some extent, I have watched several updates by his own or his group “Seidel-Doudou”, oh good grief. Once and again, at present, I do NOT think myself as “an utter Asexu…

Oh, dear! At first, would you watch this N. K.’s YouTube. ＞【本音】恋愛感情がない人って人を愛せない人でしょ？ https://youtu.be/Ti-M2Tlyses Oh my god, yes, I really commiserate him, and identify with him from my deepest, just because of my…

Oh dear, have you ever heard “Asexuality”, haven’t you ? ＞恋愛感情がない人物、「アセクシャル」という言葉に希望 https://www.news-postseven.com/archives/20190203_860524.html?DETAIL Oh good grief, I empathize this author, K. N. , oh good gri…

Oh good grief, there is a pretty acquaintance much younger than me, a peculiar and vivacious character, looking at me she shouted, “Oh, Dear, you have a so peculiar style today, it’s so distinct! I think Your attire is like ‘Precure’ !??” …

“Applicant has already switched from solid state physics to basic quantum theory after her Ph.D therefore she will fill out just about the later field below.” Oh my god, I cannot stand anymore! My doctor thesis is very far from my present …

Oh dear, in this month I will meet both researchers of Integrable models and other fields of mathematical physics, and actually still now I cannot give up “Integrable models” although “that basic theory of quantum physics” entirely enticed…

Oh my god, I have just decided to go forward the basic theory of quantum physics in mathematical physics, however several problems/categories have been in a row, and I will confide I have wore down the morale of the appliance of “that post…

Oh my god, I have actually observed heterosexual people romantically&sexually strongly oriented, very similar to Reita in Saiki-ΨNan, and tell several friends about it. However he/she replied like as follows; There’s very few people just a…

Oh good grief, I watched the movie “Bohemian Rhapsody”, and the scene as follows ; the protagonist, Freddie made “Love of My Life” and it was dedicated to his consort at that time, Mary. However just after a great success by this song, Mar…

Oh my god, to tell truth, in my deepest, I’m so depressed, I have had tough time....... I have felt harsh pressure about changing my research field after Ph.D, oh my god. There seems to be no understanding of turning to other fields in aca…

Oh my god, I have felt fear and some sort of guilt feeling about my own words toward my precious people, oh my god. I tend to tell it like it is without consideration, oh my god. I seem to be “completely disabled” about reading other perso…

(Post script of the last update, oh my god) I wrote about the locality and reality of kindred father and supervisors in the imaginary field “my wedding party”, however probably in my deepest, I have not been concerned about the locality of…

Imagining about “Wedding profile movie”, I always think in case of me, I would just introduce my academic interest and study in doctor course, wine and the sommelier test, and of course, my intense interest and overflowing love of mathemat…

Oh my god, I have been completely “stargazing” and “dreaming” as thinking about future research plan concerning Uncertainty relationships and nontrivial quantum transitions, oh dear! I have clinically cracked up reading about the stargazin…

Oh my god, I seem to be so “stargazing” as thinking about future research plan, oh my god ........ Recently, I always seem to be totally obsessed by “Uncertainty principle”and several “odd” physical ideas, oh my god! I have attended a chem…

Oh good grief, I think it’s fulsome, however yesterday, 8th March is IWD(International Women's Day), then I will update something a little more competing with several episodes , oh good grief. ( cf. several recent updates, “At the recent m…

Oh dear, yesterday, 8th March is IWD(International Women's Day), then I write something that I had actually felt about bias or discrimination towards “female” competing with a recent episode, oh good grief. ( cf. several recent updates, “A…

At first, in this field not as autonym in some SNS, there’re people who are in much more serious or harsh conditions than me, by complaining about catastrophic events here, I hope they feel “not just myself” a little, oh dear. Then here is…

Oh my god, now I’m entirely uneasy and confused with “Integrable models” and basic theory of quantum physics, or other fields of mathematical physics, so that my near future course, oh my god........ BTW, In our voluntary seminars of math,…

Oh my god, now that objective and kind comments and “Integrable models” make me upset or worried, oh my grief. Moreover looking back, many friends or seniors have invited me to various fields (wine, other fields in physics, history and phi…

Oh my god, my recent study has no constituency, and even now I long for “Integrable systems” in mathematical physics, I have nether read this favorite book studied spin systems, anymore oh good grief. Just Because！This URL was named after…