Oh good grief, why have I been so depressed and deep in meditation just before the conference? Even though I always felt extremely nervous when I speak, I had always looking forward to it, and enjoyed every time. I feel so lonesome...... B…

Snap out of it, concentrate myself on what I adore and long, oh my god, however I have suffered and distracted by several problems concerning human relationships, oh no! For changing my mind, I put the old books in the cabinet and arranged…