Abrasive in 2,3 days
I had been so abrasive in this several days because of Internet disruption, though it's inevitably needed ,for I had to checking somethings and making reservation for Singapore trip communicating with a friend in Singapore ,moreover in English at the same time.
2 days ago,
somehow, I could not have slept sound sleep and got up early this morning ,
I made reservation concerning the Singapore trip coming soon ( I have had several accidents and I had not let it finished...though I will go there in end of this March )
After this, I solve a past written exam of Eiken grade 1 （the whole exam ,it takes about 3 hours,if including listening exam.）
Because I solved it after a month interval, or I was tired a little? , I could not concentrate myself on the test somewhat...and especially, I could not understand reading problems saficiently and hone in on an answer.
I have never disrupted my studying English however I solve the whole exam of it after a month interval, I cannot deny
it declined my performance……
I realize I should solve it constantly！
And Yesterday,
I had tried Hotel booking many times
but it was disrupted at the important point.
Today, I decided to finish the booking
at all costs,
and I had to talk with the friend in Singapore,
I did them in wifi hotpot cafe at the end.
The friend,he is Chinese,
Dr.C. student in Singapore,
had come our group last year as a student studying abroad.
His supervisor ,who is also in Singapore and our professor seem to be intimate and often work together.
His study and a student in our group overlaped largely and he got interested in the student
and hoped to meet.
Although his first purpose was meeting ,
and my study was far from him, completly nothing to overlap, moreover my poor English,
he has always listened me , discussed or advised so faithfully and
talked anything enjoyably .
He always think together about my study, though his interest is nonequilibrium time evolutional system's dynamics against my equilibrium system's phase transition.
He encouraged me the invaluable message when I had really tough time about studying in our group.
" If you are happy, I am also happy ."
" I am with you all the way." ✨✨
For about this trip, needless to say, he has also been very helpful and kind.
Moreover he will introduce several his friends , one of them majors in Japanese at uni.
Ah, I 'm really looking forward to going Singapore（≧∇≦）❗️
この三日間、インターネット環境の酷さに本当にいらいらさせられた！
三月後半のシンガポール旅行のことで、同時進行でシンガポールの友人とやり取りし、わからないことは尋ねながら（しかも、私の非常に不自由な英語で！）いろいろと予約関係をネットを使ってやらないといけなかったのに……
まあ、なんとか、最終的にはネット環境が良いカフェに駆け込んで今日で終わらせました、ふぅ……
そのシンガポールの友人は、昨年数ヶ月だけ量子研に来た留学生で、当初の動機は、研究手法がかなり重なるメンバー（私の同級生、当時M2） に会うためだった、さらに、
私と彼の研究テーマは、メンバーの中で最もかけ離れていて、「みんな○○系なのに
なぜAlisa は、この研究テーマで、あの教授についてここに居るの？？？」とびっくりしていて、お互いの研究のoverlapは無いけど、
最終的にはメンバーで一番彼と仲良くしていたようなんです(*^^*)
そして、Dr.1 の間、研究室外の第三者の立場から、
私の指導教員の良いところも悪いところも、教育上かなり問題なところも、私と合わないところも本当に私がびっくりするぐらいよくよくわかっていて、その上で、いつも私に親切なアドバイスや議論をしてくれました。私が興味のあると言った三角格子スピンフラストレーション系の論文を真面目に読んで話をしてくれました……
「機会あれば、私と一緒に研究をしたい、一緒に問題を考えたい、コンピューターのことでもなんでもいい」と言ってくれました。（彼は、コンピューターがものすごく得意で、統計物理の研究上で必要な計算に関してコンピューターサイエンス的な問題にも興味を持って取り組んでます）
旅行前からいろいろ迷惑かけているけど、シンガポール行ったら、また何かと迷惑・面倒かけて頼ってしまいそう……
本来は、1年分の「ありがとう」を伝えて恩返ししないといけない立場なのにね。
